A Happy End To A Great Year

It the end of 2009 and the new beginning as we enter into 2010 =D so how is everyone doing ? Sorry for the lack of post but I have been having a good time in Ipoh =) Had steamboat with youths during Christmas Night =) It was fun (obviously !! I tasted a 13 year old wine !! Jangan jealous ahahaha!! ) !

During New Year Eve went clubbing with some old michaelians. Saw a lots of familiar faces and it was nice to be able see many people I know, though, we just smiled to each other and say 'Hi!'. Wished we were at Bar Room though...the music there is much more dynamic but its packed and more expensive...so we were stuck at Theme. Well wasn't that bad...I guess. lol.

Had some Tiger and Black Label. Not too shabby. But it really feels good to be able to hit the dance floor and just ignore everything and just dance. Follow the music and dance...though I am pretty sure that I look very stupid while dancing hahaha ! But screw that, nothing beats the fun of dancing and laughing with old friends like the old times =D. It feels good to be in mood to celebrate and everybody else feels the same =)

Oh and MSN becomes unreadable during New Years due too much drunkards on MSN lol. Most of the chats are 'happiii nrew yeashj !!! hsahsahahahahas!!' with extra non related alphabets. Seems like Mat Salleh really knows how to party !! D= But to be honest i am much more comfortable with our asian term of 'party' and keep the booze moderate =).

name censored due to privacy lol

To My Dear Friend

My friend says he won't be part of the youth anymore. I am sad...what should I do ? I only see him when both of us are back to Ipoh on the same week. We meet up in church, and usually during church service we will talking non stop trying to catch up...secretly when pastor talks (lol). We will barely have the chance to hang out any more...Once he stops attending service, it will be more and more difficult to follow and catch up with him. All this time, I am always worried that he will end up somewhere bad. This I say to you, dear friend, if you enjoy my company just as I have enjoy yours, please don't stray too far...If you stray too far, I will not be able to follow and catch you if you fall. If you are reading, I hope you will understand and remember it.

Doubt, Trust or Apathy ?

The girl look a bit like Jasmine. I mean A BIT. Dunno why, reminds me of her.

Wow. I just notice I am filling my blog with all the psychology and philosophical stuffs. My friend said that my blog is getting 'deep' and i think i should start posting something more normal and relaxing concerning myself soon.

Now, I was reading a comic today and I learned something very interesting today. Ma and Pa always say comics are non-educational and is a pure waste of time, but I think otherwise though...IMO it's the same like watching the TVB drama on 8TV or TV3 on 7pm with a plate of rice in one hand and the TV remote in another while munching a whole mouth of rice while commenting how stupid the main girl character is. I still remember the "OMG why this girl so stupid one. If i am her, I sure give the guy double slap." and "OMG so unrealistic. See this is your typical copy cat hong kong film." type of conversations during dinner. =.=

Anyway i am out of topic lolz. So what about Doubt, Trust and Apathy did I learn ? Below is the conversation, and i even added emoticons to help you picture the situation more ! =DD

Girl : I am sorry that i doubted you. I feel bad. =(

Guy : What's wrong for doubting somebody else ? Humans should be doubted. =O

Girl : Huh? o.0

Guy : Many people misunderstand this concept. That doubting is bad. Doubting people is a simple a way of getting to know them.

Guy : Trust. The act of 'trust' is without a doubt a very noble one. But sadly what they call 'trust' is actually just giving up on trying to understand someone...and that said, it has nothing to do with 'trust' but rather APATHY. ^^

Guy : Many people fail to realize that apathy itself is a far more devastating act then doubt. =/

Guy : Question them, suspect them and take a long and good look at their heart. After all humans are creatures that can't put their pain into words. =)

Well said. I always thought that doubting is bad too but if you ask a question that comes from a positive and curious spirit and not a malicious one, you will end up learning more. That said. This comic is about Social Engineering and Psychology. It's interesting and it's reminds a little bit of a english series called 'Lie To Me' which also another good and interesting show.

The Gray Gay World

I never thought that life can be so gray. When good and bad doesn't really seems to fall into places they are meant too. Sometimes it's easy to say "It's bad !! Very bad ! It's sick !" but sometimes it's just hard to judge...and who are we to judge ?

Is there such a thing called gay love or str8 love ? Gay friend say "Love is just love. There is no such thing gay or str8 love. It's just that you str8s label it that way." They say, "If God forbid gays then why do he let me feel this way?". But my thoughts are, if a guy is born penniless, would he improve, look for job so he can have a better living or stay in his current situation ?

Everybody deserves and want to be loved...but to what extent ? I chat with a gay online once, and I found out, that they are just very human like us. It's so hard to reply. Do we tell them frankly that homo is wrong and reject them ? or give a weak smile ? it's easier to say "hate the practice but accept the person as who he is" but when you try to act on it, it's hard. It really feels so horrid that it makes you speechless when hear a friend say "I am still young now and I want to find a partner asap...because I am afraid when I am old no one will want me any more." What should I say ? >.< "Gambatteeh !! ^^" ? Well that feels wrong lolz. When you try to reach them with Christianity, they instantly build a great wall of China in front of you, thinking that like everybody else, God will reject them too.

Then i was reading some random blog. He has some homo problems he is currently dealing and struggling with. He wrote in a post that he has a str8 best friend he adores. They share things and they threat each other like brother. Through the friendship he says he learn that love doesn't necessarily involve intercourse. After all, love is love. And I think I know what he meant. I had something similar. I have a very good friend that I used to hang out with all the time back then. He being the only male I could share and relate to, i used to stick with him where ever he goes. You could say it WAS a bromance (a term when 2 male friends are unusually close and spends lots of time together. and NO i am not gay, I don't swing that way for heaven sake =.= ). lol.

There are so many gray areas in life, I don't know the answers to it, but this I know...I believe if I follow His commandments he will reveal the answer to me one day. That is faith. Lately, I have seen a lot of things. Come to see that they will always be surprise waiting around the corner just when you think that you've seen it all...especially the internet. =.= While these experiences leaves me wondering sometimes, I am grateful at the same time because I have learn and seen something new.

The Pursuit of Unhappiness

I was reading stuffs online today and stumble upon article. The article is called "The Pursuit of Unhappiness". It leaves me wondering, the pursuit of unhappiness...? Got see wrong or not....eh no wor! Unhappiness wor !! Didn't see wrong. doesn't that mean looking for misery and sadness ? Almost everybody I know looks for happiness, why would anybody with a sane mind would even look for misery ? Then after reading it, I realize it is not that people actually look for misery to be sad and to hurt themselves, but to look for happiness. It's a psychology article and I can't help but agree that it is true. It's a difficult concept to understand and to explain but can be simplified by 2 situation.

The writer's friend was in Inuit once, on a snowmobile in a middle of a blizzard. Their snowmobile broke down. Both the writer and the friend got off of the snowmobile and inspected the damage and came to conclusion that their snowmobile is beyond repair. The writer's friend lift up both of her hands and laugh. The writer irritated and worried said, "How can you laugh at the time like this ? We could die in the blizzard !"

And the reply was none other than, "When there is nothing left to do, you can only laugh.".

Take another situation, a group of friends had a party in the mountains. They were partying whole night in their summer clothing when a storm started. They have to walk back to the house, all drench and cold. But they were laughing all the way. Probably laughing at themselves.

From the 2 situations, the pursuit of unhappiness is not pursuing misery, but more like pursuing happiness through misery. It's a difficult concept to understand and seriously humans can be so stupid sometimes. >.<

Humans tend to create their own mess and problems. They know it hurts and breaks them but yet they still do it. From using the past as a source of unhappiness (yearning for the good old days or regrets) to avoiding reality checks and romanticizing unachievable high goals.

Happiness and contentment, easily understandable but so hard to achieve. "So, how do we be happy then ?" you ask ? Simple. Read the bible. While I don't mean your life will be smooth sailing once you read it, but if you follow what is written inside, you avoid a lots of unnecessary pain and you will always be very contented. Read and gather from it wisdom and knowledge, and it shall guide you in your journey during your ups and downs.

The Crying Game

Tears. Crying. Sobs. Whatever. We all know that when one is sad or in anguish they cry. I am not sure about you, but when some one tells me 'somebody' is crying, the first impression i have in mind will be a girl crying. And if you tell me, a guy is crying, the next impression i get is "OMG it must be a very serious problem he is going through." Now...that said. I can't help but feel very uneasy...and i want to ask your opinions, can a guy cry too ? Do you how much it means to a guy when they cry ?

Most males has the 'if you cry you are a sissy' mentality. Sadly, I am also one of them. Which leaves me thinking, a guy can only cry if he is really in deep pain and anguish. and if you cry because...lets say...you fall down and you hurt your knees and its very painful. Unless you break your knee people would probably think that you are a sissy or gay for crying. Which means, unless the condition of your knees is so bad that it shows out, you shouldn't be crying at all because you are a male and big boys dont cry.

For me, i feel it is kinda stupid. It's ok to cry over losing a foot ball game but it's not ok to cry because of heart wrenching situations ? My friend told me that it's ok to cry over the lost of your girlfriend, loved ones or a foot ball game...but not over hurt feelings...etc. It's sad to see that there are invisible strings attached in expressing your emotions. Hidden rules to decide whether you should cry or not even when you are so hurt inside.

It seems like tears are viewed as sign of failure, weakness, lost and utter despair. The reason why man are so against crying is because when they cry, it's a sign of lost of control and when you cry you expose your vulnerable side to others. That's why guys are so afraid to cry. Am i right lads ? XD

Another ridiculous thing is, you are considered not crying when your eyes are watery and even when your voice is cracking. But you are crying when your are sobbing and tears stream down your face. When you hold back your tears, you are the fighter, the man. But when you cry, you are the loser. Don't you think its sad ?

I have friends who try so hard not to cry when bad things happen to them ( like parents pass away). I asked them "Aren't you sad...? It's ok you know ? I am your friend. you can cry.". And they usual reply would be, "I am ok." while it's so obvious that their eyes are all red and they are fighting back the tears. During the night they wouldn't be able to sleep and they cry the whole night. Rage and depression is so common nowadays. In frustration, I seen teenagers hitting walls, throwing things around and kicking things. Basically pure destruction. In my opinion, guys need to be more honest to themselves, the depression and suicide rate would be much lower. Do you know that those that commit suicide are usually males ? It's sad that the society judge a male based on his ability as an actor.

I am not saying that you should start crying now and cry a bucket of tears, but to be more honest to your feelings. If you feel sad and if you feel like crying, feel free to do so. Find a friend who you can confide to. Who understands and won't go " OMG YOU PUSSY !" when you show your weaker side. But of course, cry for the appropriate reasons too...don't cry because your underwear has a hole in it. That said, i even have guy friends who cry in front girls to woo them. To gain sympathy and the girl's heart. Talk about being a drama king. Yucks.

I don't know why I write this post out either. I just feel that I should give my view on it...So the next time you really feel like crying, when things are so unbearable and you are at wits end, look for a place or someone you trust with your life, and let it go. Which is better ? To cry alone without anybody knowing the hell you are going through or to cry and have someone comforting and holding you ?

Happy Birthday to Me!

My birthday is gone and over with. To everybody who posted and commented on my facebook wishing me, thank you XDD I don't log on to facebook much anyway so sorry if i didnt reply...and to those who didnt wish me anything at all...I friggin hate you all. Seriously *sob* how can you forgot my *sob**sob* birthday ? *cries* i thought we were *sob* friends...*cries* arent we bff and gff ? *sob*...Ofc i am joking. Love you all wether you wish me or not. *i cant remember other people's birthday too sometimes.* What you heard someone talking ? You are dreaming. Obviously.

Anyway E message me today and wished me just before the clock strike 12am. Messaged each other. Conversation started with tension in the air but ends with tears and love (once again it's an hyperbolic statement and no we are not gay). I am glad the conversation ended well and for once no arguements. =/ I told him, to not neglect his friends, as another friend is already VERY boh song of him already. Glad he took the advice and didn't tell me how busy he is looking after 12 children, 10 cars to maintain and 20 wifes to look after all, over again (once again hyperbolic impression of how busy he is).

Talking of 'boh song'-ness is it me or is the dog angry ?....well...boh song ? he looks irritated and in a foul mood when i took it's photo. gulp.

Review : Skins

Well this series is not for minors at all. It's a British teen drama has controversial plots like homosexuality, drugs, narcissism, anorexia, stress, pregnancy, abuse, sex and the list goes on. Basically, if you are the type that goes "OMG this is so cool and I am gonna immitate it" everytime you finish a show, then please by all means don't watch it. XD It's for 18 and above. I repeat...18 and above...( not 8 years old and above ). Currently the series is divided into 2 generations. I am gonna to review the first batch first...here goes ! XD

Personal Thoughts

Basically this series is about a group of wankers...erm i mean teenagers ( damn ! being watching too much XD ) who are going through their college life. While some of the parts are quite exaggerated, it doesn't dismiss the fact that shit can happens and it is not out of the question that it might happen in real life too. When you watch the show, you will find out that relationships are fragile, friend or lovers, people will sometimes fail you. You will also see that people, are actually very emotional creatures. They might say that they hate you, but inside they don't really feel that way.

For me, the reason i like this show is probably because i don't share the same life style as them. If you ask me wether I would like to have a lifestyle like theirs after watching the show, I would answer "No.". Why ? You ask ? Sure it's fun and what not. The show glorifies sex and drugs. Free sex, drugs and rave are cool. Sure maybe it's true for certain people. But what really matters is the result that follows after all the fun. Does drugs solve the matter ? No, the problem is still there and you might have even made it worst.

Everybody knows sex is good. True, sex always make you feel good. But seriously, spreading my seeds around its not exactly a thrilling thing to think off. Who knows how many people your current partner has slept with. You run a risk for STD, AIDS and also pregnancy (shit happens. Condom has a hole..etc ). I rather reserve my seeds for someone I really like. Basically for me, strangers = not comfortable = not in the mood =awkward = hard to initiate love making mood. Just imagine having a classmate ( I am not talking about gf and bf here btw ) of a different gender sitting beside you in lectures and then one day you are in thrown into a room with him/her and your friends call you to sleep with him/her. Can you do it ? Well...for me...No...It will be awkward for me cause I don't even know her well. @.@ lolz and that's where drugs and alcohol come in. To make the job easier.

To be honest, if you are mixing out with the wrong group and you being the only Christian, it can be pretty stressful haha. Besides, I can talk in their 'language' very well if I wanted too haha. Just that sometimes I pretended not to know to get myself out from the awkward conversations. It's like your friends would be urging you to sleep with a girl because she is all wet about you and you would be hesitating cause you know what you are doing is wrong but at the same time you don't want others to look at you as a pussy and lose your 'cool'. Worst, your friends will start to think that you are gay. Seriously, it just doesn't feel right to sleep with someone I barely know...it's like a big alarm going off in you screaming "DONT DO IT. DONT DO IT." =S But I am glad that in every situation I have went through, when I said my NOs there would always be one friend in the midst who would defend me and get me out of the mess.

I still remember what this particular guy said, and I am glad he help me out. "Give him a break, he is a Christian dude. You don't find dudes like him around nowadays. He didn't force his chastity belt on you so do me a favour and stop stressing him out." I don't know if they have been calling me names like Holy Virgin Vincent or stuffs like that but I am sure they still hold respect for me and whenever they have problems they will look for me for advice. That I am sure off :).

When you watch the show. Don't watch because you think that what they are doing is cool. But watch it because you know that you should never indulge in this kind of lifestyle no matter how fun it is. When you watch and see the consequences they later face, learn from it so that you won't do the same mistake. I can somehow relate to the show...not directly but indirectly. ;) No more elaborations on that haha.

The Cast

Tony is a cool guy and very good looking. Good in studies, sports and basically dates the head of the cheerleader type. Every girl would die to have a date with him...but don't be fool ! He is actually a very !@@$#$@% guy ! He betray friends, cheats on his girl friend, manipulate people, make a fool of people, sleep around, and yada yada the list continues. Basically he is douche bag. His character is very despicable. It was written in the actor's blog, that he was minding in his own business on the streets and some people pass by and said "oh you are the guy from Skins. You are a twat." and walk off. That is the degree of how evil and jerk-ish his character is ! He tried to change his personality to get Michelle back but failed as he was later knock down by a bus. After the accident, he suffered a huge damage to his brain. Though he survive, he suffered amnesia and has a change of personality, making him much more loveable...though at the cost of his social standing. From the coolest boy to nothing in one day. Through out season 2, he has really went through a lot. Though he is a bad ass, i really can't help but feel for him...poor dude.

Michelle is the Tony's (unfortunate) girlfriend. She is beautiful and dedicated to Tony. Though Tony is a d**khead all the time. Though at later point in the series she finally ditched Tony and calls it quits. Way to go girl !

Sid is Tony's best friend. Unlike Tony he is shy and struggles in his studies. Though being Tony's best friend, Tony always exploited his soft side and manipulate him. He sees Tony as his role model and he is always there for him when he is in trouble. He has a crush on Tony's gf...Michelle. He is also trying to lose his virginity but not having much luck due to being not popular (lolz). He later develops feelings for Cassie.

Cassie is anorexic lass. She is beautiful but due to not taking food, she is very skinny. Her family never seems to pay attention to her needs. She is pitiful...I really find her pitiful. She has feelings for Sid at the beginning of the series but it goes unnoticed for some time. She is a very cheery and friendly but she hides her problems and battle in her heart.

Then there is Jal, a girl who plays the clarinet very well. Her mother ran away while she was young. She has 2 brothers and her fathers cares for them. Not much is known about her until season 2. She becomes pregnant in season 2 because of Chris.

Chris is the joker of the group. He likes parties. He has a very horrid family back ground though. His brother died of disease at young age, his mother left him and his father hates him. He has no place to stay and is currently living in the school dorm. His father rejects him when he tried to ask for his help when Chris's mother ran away. In the first season, Chris falls for her psychology teacher, Angie and when things fail, his 2nd love interest is Jal. He also have 2 best buddies, namely Maxxie and Anwar.

Anwar is a muslim. BUT he has no qualms on premarital sex, drugs or alcohols. D= weird isn't it. And in case you haven't notice by now. Anwar is acted by the actor in Slum Dog Millionaire. His family is very strict about sex and alcohol, but little Anwar just take it easy and of course does everything in secret. He might be open minded, but he has problem with his gay friend Maxxie until his father says otherwise.

Maxxie. What can I say about him ? He is good looking and cute. I like his hair. It looks natural on him unlike those lala chai you see in Malaysia. He loves dancing and drawing and i like both his dance and drawing. So coooool ! XD Before you ladies goes GYAAAH ! and pounce on him, i might wanna add that he is gay. XD He treasures Anwar as his best friend ( he nvr has any gay interest in Anwar and neither do Anwar has any gay interest in him. Do take note. ) but Anwar has difficulty in accepting him as gay.

The Conclusion

At first impression, you might find the series very shallow for your liking. Though as you continue to watch on you find that this show is a bit similar to Dawson's Creek ( Chris and Angie ) and a more mature 'version' of Friends. I am quite hook up with this series now and I hope it will continue to be good. The story line is kinda addictive is I might add. I particularly like the episode that features Maxxie and Anwar, as they struggle on the topic of homosexuality as I was afraid that Anwar and his family would condemn Maxxie for being gay. Most dramas features gay dudes as the out cast of the group, but in this series, Maxxie is still part of the group though he is gay. Even in real life, people tend to hate gays. I have a few friends who are totally hate gays. I believe that you should hate the practise but not the person...though you should also be careful that you don't get influence by them too...>.<

I also like Sid. He is a very loyal friend even though Tony always exploited him. I know how it feels to be exploited by a friend and at the same time still having concern for that particular friend. It's not easy and I am happy that he was there for Tony when Tony needed him the most. Though i thought that he should have at least stand up for himself when Tony verbally abuse him. >.>

And that's all for my review. :) If you are an mature and open minded and thought you have seen it all, try this show but if you aren't comfortable with shows that has excessive swearing, drugs and what not, don't watch it by all means because you would get offended and flame my blog.

Update(s?) ( very short one )

It's weekends again and vincent is free ! So it's time for updates :D yay ! I have been around KL broadening my horizon a bit. Every time I tell myself, "I surely need to blog about this when i get home", I end up sleeping instead...which leads me with so many events behind time that I need to blog about, which when i think about it makes me lazy. lol. Basically, done a lot, seen a lot and experience a lot ( mostly fun and not elaborating. XD )

Anyway i just have my maths test. As you all know Vincent hate maths and maths love Vincent. So it's like an escapable cruel reality that i need face. How are you going to apply Trigonometry or let's say...Differentiation in real life ? Take a market place for example, "Aunty i want 2 cos 2x + 3 kos 4x chicken with a taste of the first differentiation equation pl0x ? " Try talking to the

chicken selling Ah Sam like that and see if she takes out a pen and paper and starts calculating or a "WT* are you talking about ? So you want chicken or not now ?"

Anyway I am watching a series called Skins which i will be reviewing in the next post :D It's not a show for everybody to be honest...and I don't really recommend the show to anybody who isn't of age. >.> Nevertheless I find the show entertaining. :P

oh btw, my bday is on 19th of October. Let's see who is keeping my blog updated and who is not. hehehe.

Taking A Break

I will be taking a break from the KL post for a while and gonna post on my visit back to my school today XD. I have a one week raya holiday and many will be wondering if i am stucked in jam for 8 hours while coming to Ipoh. By the way, why can't chinese apeks learn to use come instead of cum all the time ? Anyway back to the topic. No i didn't get stuck in traffic jam. Why you asked ? cause i am smart. I skipped classes, drove back at 5am and took the old road. See how smart I am ? mwahaha.

Anyway here i am back at Stupid Monkey Institution, I have always missed my school and my glorious days at SMI. I remember how my friends poor a basin of water from the bio lab on the 2nd floor. I remember how we hid the teacher's projector remote for 2 hours so that she can't teach since she is a uber computer noob(her teaching is fatal. never mind her extraordinarily boring lectures. students drop dead stone cold on the table just by looking at her face.) . Those were the times we care little and enjoy our life to the fullest. It's sad that nowadays friendship isn't valued as they used to be and is often taken for granted. We lose more friends than we can gain at times, and this is a very hard truth to accept. But at the same time, friends might come and leave, but the footprints they leave in your heart will always remain. :D And before this gets more depressing and me sounding like an old man dying of cancer, let's carry on :D.

And so i was walking down memory lane and wondering how great it is to be here in my school again when suddenly something caught my eye.

Tears began to accumulate in my eyes as I gaze in awe of the conteng on the dinding. The practice of brotherly love is still practice here. United we stand, united we fall. Ain't it lovely ? It's hard to find friendship so true. After 2 years of absence from my school, i come back and find conteng of artistic value and friendship. And as i continue down the path...another conteng appeared.

Ah freedom of speech...who doesn't like freedom? It's good to see that the present students are practising their freedom of speech well. Peter Kiew is our disciplinary teacher, while i have no hatred towards him (mostly because he read my essay in front of the class as an example for writing good essays. seriously it's true.) most students hate him. And look see how it beautifully rimes, Peter Khiew BabiQ. Isn't it beautiful ?

I also see that my school has been under renovation to improve the condition of our school. As you can see, they also added some holes to the ceiling to make it sexier. Just as guys like girls that show a little bit of their 'meat', Mr.Phoon our extraordinary mentally challenged headmaster, thought that the same rule applies to buildings too. To be honest, the ceiling looked much more better before renovation.

And there finally after walking down the now artistic memory lane, I saw my orchestra. I missed my lao poh. I yearn for her touch and her slim figure....no it's not a human female girl i am referring to. It's my cello. Geez what are you all thinking ? For those who don't know what a cello is...here is a picture of a cello.

Let me introduced my wifey to you. She is a very beautiful and slim as you can see from the picture above. I have been using her since day one of orchestra and even to the concert. I love her a lot. But one day something bad happened to her, no not cancer...and no she didn't get run down by a car. She was stepped by a Chinese junior of mine ( i was the head for the bass section and an auditor then). Literally stepped on...not stabbed. See picture below for information.

I was taking taking a break after 2 hours of non stop orchestra action with wifey. So i put her down to rest my hand, and there comes one chinese barbarian from Mongolia from the time of genghis khan running down the hallway. I told them to stop running around but it falls to deaf ears as he was busy playing 'asi duduk'. So he was jumping around and wasn't looking and his right leg landed on my cello. Hence, tercipta 'Tapak kaki Francis Light" (he discovered Penang btw) on my wifey. It was still there, when i came back to see wifey today. T_T

I don't need to time travel to see how my school will be in 10 years time. The future is now and i can already see it :D GO SMI !

KL Life Part 4: The Story So Far...

As soon this blog loads you see the picture of Vincent Chin Kwong Yew in his usual peace sign...Indicating he is not dead yet for those who was wondering where in nine hells he is. Being busy a tad busy in KL XD. Things are going quite well for me in KL. I have a very good start in APIIT. So far assignments have yet to begin and i thought i should post while i still have a chance. I got to know some friends in APIIT and we hang out quite often. Introduding *drum roll* ...but first, for those who can't get enough of me...here is the photo of me again ! XD

Hensemnya ! ( Anonymous: =.= Go and die plz. I don't know you.)

Andy

The first guy i got to know in APIIT on day 1. During the first 2 weeks he couldnt wake up for the 8.45am class. Always overslept. A christian and kinda home sick-ish fellow ( ANDY : wth ? stop typing stuffs about me! ) . Comes from Penang. A good dude and he tend to translate mandarin to english to a certain ipoh mari punya 'banana'.

Aaron

Specky guy who owns a psp and a friend of Tini. He is a very cheerful fellow. Likes to sleep and owns a motor. Sleeps in 70% of the class in APITT. From Kedah and his girlfren is gundam ( joking lol ). Currently playing Ben10.

Aaron and Andy

Tini

The first girl friend ( as in KAWAN PEREMPUAN not teman wanita ) in APIIT. From Indonesia. She is a chinese and is quite good looking. But see see she is from Indonesia ! Well known for her '15 minute short cuts' which actually is actually a '1 hour long cut' path to a destination. ( well at least according to Aaron ) Likes jokes and spends time searching for them in google and tend to 'ter-puji' herself and 'ter-perasan' out of the blue sometimes. (TINI : I read your blog sometimes if you hasn't notice by now.) Oh ! and she is good in maths !

Nathan

A male who likes table top games and a fan of Magic The Gathering card game. Once again he looks like a chinese but actually he is a kadazan from Sarawak. ( duh. abuthen ? Hawaii ar ?) (Andy: Actually kadazan is from SABAH not sarawak. So Nathan is from SABAH. ) And according to his MSN name, "I Like Big Breasted Girl XD" . He likes girls with big breast (duh ? vincent why today you talk so much crap one. Say somethine we don't know lar ). =O so small breast-ed girls no chance to pikat him dy.

Nathan ( camera phobe ) and Tini !

Revathi

An indian girl who is 1 year older than me. A natural 3-in-1, good looking, nice and friendly. She believe that pork is very 'kenyal' and thus she doesnt like it. She also pronounce parent as 'pah-rent'. Lives in Old Klang Road with her 'pah-rent'. Armed with the knowledge of the mandarin language, she goes in the for the kill on any chinese boys who tease her in mandarin out of ignorance.

Shih-Yi

No she is not a korean. And her nickname is fish. A dilligent and smart girl. Lives in Puchong. Smart and friendly. Don't know much about her yet. But on first impression, she seems to be a good girl. :)

China Boy X

Andy told us a boy from China has join our group. I have yet to see him (due to being absent from one class and he it is the first time Andy see him) but according to Andy he is from Hong Zhao. He calls himself, LJ. No, that cantonese rude word that describe the condition of a certain part of the male body. It's just LJ. I know what you are thinking.

Monster Slaying Group

A group consists of Tom, Dick and Harry ( AKA i dont know their name). Slaying monster that terrorizes APIIT with their laptop. Upholding their code honour with great dilligence. Aimed with their laptop wherever they go, monsters falls by their laptop one at a time. So great is their commitment that they kill monsters during lectures, but, much to the lecturers annoyance, they call them to close their laptop and pay attention in lectures. In the end, Tom, Dick and Harry are just humans and students, they can fail. Studies comes first and monster slaying second, even if it is done out of the noblest of reasons. Basically the tar kei group, which tar kei every second you see them. They will be slaying big bad dragons in lectures while the maths lecturer is teaching us how to count.

Don't have the photos of the others yet :) will post once i have them.

We had bowling today and snorkeling in Carrefour today. Fish, me and Andy, wasn't very interested with it so we go jalan -jalan. But we did hang out with everybody and it was fun to get to know others better :D

Many of you must be wondering if i got lost in KL so far. The answer is yes. I nearly went to Seremban one time cause i took the wrong turning. D: I also learnt another something about KL, CHERAS JAM ALL THE TIME FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON. Jam here, jam there, everywhere jam jam jam. Memang pek cek.

And I went to GEPC last friday and Grace Assembly a few weeks back. It's good to be in the presence of God and mix around Christians. For some reason it is eerily comfortable. I used to have a view on Christians being a little bit to rigid sometimes. XD Grace Assembly is ok. It's a big church and speaker keeps repeating his point over and over again, prolly because he knows most of us are half awake ( morning service). My sister call him Ah Pek for some reason. GEPC is a youth church. It's actually my first time there...and so far so good. They even have a theme song of some sort of their own. =O Prolly to men-generate semangat one.

So thats all the update for now :) Thx for reading XD. Will post on lecturers soon lol. Until then take care. :) I shall end the psot with the pic of a tak berapa sedap and blurry punya nasi pataya special !! Cheers~

KL Life Part 3 :The Milk Incident and God is good

Fuah God is really good lor. Today is my orientation and things are going very well ! I tell u lar, God is really really good. Why ? cause me being sakai didnt know must buy ticket for parking...OK LAR I KNOW LAR. I thought the orientation is short. So i thought jimat my money dont want buy lor. HAIZ. So that time i was still blur cause morning mar but ler i smart also. cause i know will clamp car one those buggers. So park far away from APIIT. I parked under the " AWAS ZON KUNCI KERETA " sign and I didnt notice i park under that sign until i finish orientation today lol. I was so worried my car will get clamp and i kena fine RM50. First day of college, getting fined for RM50 is not a good thing.

After i finish orientation ( which is 9.00 to 5.30 pm) i faster faster go down to my so call 'safe from guard's clamps' place ( which is just beneath the sign lol ) and there it was ! My kancil safe and sound. Then i noticed the sign board..."AWAS ZON KUNCI KERETA". God really good lol. Maybe He make my kancil invisible or blind the indian guard lol. HAHAHA. Really gan jiong lor cause during orientation all the speaker emphasize on the parking, ticket, clamps and the RM50 fine. I was like "OMG ! Plz keep my car safeeee !! I will spend quiet time with You longer...so plz ! Safe my poor and cute little kancil !! " LOL. Thx God I was spared.

God is good. There. I say it again. Why ler ? cause today is my first day mar. So no new frens lor. So cham sit there in the dark corner (actually purposely one cause its in the open and the sun damn glaring) reading newspaper. then i see like other people got one gang dy...tho thats because they are from same college. Most notebly is KTAR KL branch. One whole gang of lala jai and lala mui AKA lala tui. Then dgn kesiannya i try to act a bit lar. Like very outspoken frenly and cool like that...but FAIL ! Kesian. sob sob. Nobody want to come over to talk to me T_T. Then i fall into depression. lol jk lar. not that serious lar. Usually i will go out my way to befren others who is also alone...OK LAR I ADMIT LAR. I was the only loner around that time. T_T So this time I whispered a short prayer...

"God. Plz send someone in my way that you think will be a good company with me...Lazy lar everytime also i go and make frens...eh but ler that guy u send ah...maybe got good looks lar...cause if like nerd and geek like that ah...boring lar if terjoin the nerd gang...and also smart lar...if bodoh ah and later he want join me for assignment ar very problem lar...aiyah whatever lar. U decide Father !"

Tiba-tiba, got one guy came over and ask me wether he could sit beside me. Then i thought "wah is he God-sent ar !? So geng mer !?". Then I analzye him...hmmm good looking wor....and also he knows his stuff ! Not too smart and not too stupid ! GOOD ! I was like WOW. Really that geng wor. Coincidence or what ? Though i thought its God's work :) He even suggested we look for part time together ( i was looking for part time to btw. He dont know at first ) o.0 PLUS, i found out he read manga and anime too lol. So !? God is good !! Thats more than i ever asked for lol.

Then another incident once i reached home, cause that time is peak hour already. Traffic jam. and since i live in apartment berebut parking space. So i found a nice parking space in front of the guard house and i mati mati also wont budge from that parking space. After i reach my room and took a bath, suddenly a DILEMA CAME. What should i eat ? Below is 4 choices but all 4 also got prob...

1. Maggi Mee ( dunno what my cousin use to cook maggi )
2. Cereal ( No milk + cant find my bowl )
3. Order Food ( dont have number to call )
4. Go out eat ( risk no parking space later. have to park in some dark corner later )

Then i was like so gan jiong. OH NOO !? AM I GONNA STARVE TO DEATH IN MY OWN APARTMENT !? Not to mention the apartment got so much maggi mee. Like one old saying goes, caterpillar surrounded by leaf die of starvation ( direct translation. Dont quote me on that lol ) I was like SOS-ing calisa wong about my dilema that time while my stomach keep screaming "OMG I AM GONNA DIE ! PLZ FEED ME !!". And then suddenly, one voice in my mind answered "Bodoh. go eat at the nearby mamak lar. Nathan's corner. Ur sis say the tandoori chicken there damn nice one." Is that God ? I dont know lol. But thx God i didnt die of hunger in my own apartment. Come out newspaper also people laugh until sakit perut.

Then there is a Milk Incident. I went shopping with my sis, Ju. and we thought buying cereals + milk is a good choise for breakfast. We both thought that the apartment has a fridge but actually ler dont have. So happy happy take the milk back cant find fridge wor. I was looking every where..."Where is the freaking fridge?". Then i came to the conclusion, my apartment has no fridge...yet ( fridge is on the way my cousin say ). My sister goes " Babi lor ! what u gonna do e milk then ?". I replied "Drink lor." She goes " You can finish mer ?". "Can." *glug*. "OMG YOU CRAZY NOOB !!! U DRANK 1 LITRE OF MILK DOWN AR !? LATER YOU DIARHOEA LIKE FOUNTAIN THEN U KNOW !" So...later that night i got diarhoea...but it wasnt that bad. Wasting food...in this case Marigold Milk...is not good.

KL Life Part 2 :Mangkuk mar. Macam mana jahit.

Today i drove to my college and one u !! OMG ! Bangga betullll !! But of course with the help of my sis sitting beside me and the ever helpful mr. gps ( actually mrs ler. cause girl voice...actually i have been thinking...wont the gps sells better if a japanese girl with a cute voice voices the instructions...like when u take the right turn it goes "Atagamaii (smart) Vincent-kun." and then when u take wrong turn "baka !". Sure sell weh.) Go One U for what u ask ? Buy clothes lar. APIIT's regulation is that every student must wear T-Shirt...no casual. Aiseh. Pretigious-nya.

Did I get amazed today ? No lor. I am not that sakai ok.....What u don't believe ? Bugger. ok lar I was amazed by a water tumbler brand call sigg today. If you want a water tumbler that cost RM100+ then sigg is for you. :D Memang terkejut. I thought 10 dollar. see see its 100 dollar. Adults nowadays...got too much money to spend on. You can simply buy one good tumbler around RM15+...and if dont give a hell about quality i think RM3 pun boleh dapat one with the tweety bird design already.

Bought 2 T-shirt, 1 pants and 2 boxers :DD. I also bought one mangkuk for eating purposes since my sister poped up the billionaire question " So what are u going to use to eat ? Your cup ? " Then ah babi. I went to buy shirt lor. Go take out the T-shirt from the wrapping. Then go cuba. Then ah...I was poke by a needle. Damn painful. I forgot that usually T-shirts have needle on them ( though i dont know why ). Then kena poke by needle lor in fitting room. Damn shok lor. I "AHH !! BABI!!!" so loud until my sister could hear me miles away.

That's not the worst thing that happened. Something even much memalu-fying happened ( again ). I tried my pants and found that it is a bit too long for me. So my sis requested the pants to be 'modified' a bit. The malay sales boy told me to go pay for the seluar first....so i go pay lor. Then i pay jor. I straight give him the plastic bag without checking. See see...i terbagi salah. I terbagi the malay guy the mangkuk i bought. Yes i gave him the mangkuk to jahit...then he goes "Mangkuk mar. Macam mana jahit ?" as he laugh his head off. Worst thing is, another customer was passing by and he witness the scene and he join in the laughter...lol. =.=

Wth first few days in KL like comedy scene dy...but i am grateful that so far things have been going pretty well for me. :) Though there were a few embarressing moments but i am grateful that nothing bad happened to me XD Once again I would like to thank my sister for bring me around and most important to my Daddy in heaven who is also quite a joker at heart LOL. Embarressing moments can be good and can be bad. So far everything turns out good for me. No matter what happens, I <3 Jesus

KL Life Part 1 :Bagai kancil masuk kampung

Been quite busy this few weeks. Have to pindah masuk ke dalam apartment. Memang sakit kepala @.@. KL is so freaking big...luckily so far no sesat case lar. haha. APIIT is very close my apartment luckily. My sister is borrowing me the gps. this little guy can talk one ! fuuuyoooh ! i was very amazed by it until it lead me and my sister to my non-existent road. Like, it says, "Turn right" and then u look on ur right...it's a forest. how to turn ler mr. gps ? and if u go out of track the gps goes "Recalculating...recalculating." If the gps can load in the china man voice and slang sure funny ler. Take wrong turning and it goes "aiyohhh...left lar dear..left. u want me say how many times ?".

Then my sis says "dont worry lar ! i borrow my gps for u for 1 month with no interest and weekly charges !". Then oh..the kl drivers ar...more ganas then ipoh one. All fiunnng ! here and fiuuuunggg ! there. Even ur ordinary bas sekolah bas driver is driving ala Initial D. The bas driver never use rear mirror one...the poor little kancil beside him also he summore want to cut to my lane.

My orientation is starting on 30th so i still have a few days to prepare. So i went to ikea with my sis to buy some perabot. We had lunch in ikea. Goodness ! memang like bagai kancil masuk kampung ( for those who dont know what the proverb means, it means adjusting to a new environment. not literally a kancil escape from the zoo and went on rampage in the village). Ikea's services are very 'overseas'. They are attentive to the customer's social needs. Not to mention the food there nice ler ! I had a cake ( with choc topping with nuts and wheat...whatever...) and its nice ler ! Tho its a little bit too sweet.

Then i had a plate of french fries and 10 meatballs. At first i was like, "sei lor....sup lup (10 balls in canton) yi tan (meatballs) already 10 bucks...sure die of hunger weh in kl", not to mention they put one pulp of reddish reddish thing (raspberry jam. didnt know at first ) at my plate ( can hear sound "piak!") and then mix it with gravy. Basically its jam + gravy + meatballs + fries. And me being a sa kai secretly goes "aiyeeeeh so waiiii...like in army camp". But when i tasted it...nice wor ! LOL And surprisingly, i was so full that i couldnt finish the 2 remaining meat balls. So the lesson learnt is, nvr judge food by looks. I still dont understand how 8 meat balls and french fries could make me so full though.

The coffee there is nice also. You can refill it endlessy with the 'Bottomless Cup'. It's a cup where u take and they charge u more expensive for it because u can refill it as many times as u can compared to other cups. Once again, being easily facinated and excited, the coffee maker amazed me again. U press one button and all the incredients falls into ur cup like diarhoea. Thanks to my sister for the belanja and for enlightening me that those 'reddish thingies' are raspberry jam.

Then i went to the toilet, and i was amazed AGAIN !! The tap ! it has no knob on it to turn. Normal tap has a knob on top which let u turn and wash ur hands. this one dont have wor !! then i thought "...oh...i think is press the knob one..." *press the knob*. NO WATER WOR ! SHIT NOT PRESS ONE AR !? ( the teenager beside me was looking at me with the 'wtf is he doing' expression ) Memang memalu-fying exprerience. To safe myself from the embarrasment i pretend i received a sms and faster take my handphone to read it. Then when that teenager left...only i go examine the tap...then...only i realize. it's an automatic tap...just put ur hand underneath and water comes out. I dengan shoknya say to myself "omggg modern-nya :DDD. I just mastered the usage of a complex mechanism...happy me !" while i try not to think of what the teenager was thinking of me.

I was walking out of the toilet and then i spotted it. The hand dryer ! its not like those hand dryer where u put ur hand underneath it and it blows hot air out. this one has a space in between and is positioned lower. then u put ur hand in the middle and suddenly the machine goes WOOOONNNGGGG and air comes out at high speed to dry ur hand. I was amazed and happy that i mastered the use of this 'modern' hand dryer. It has a sticker on it that teach you how to use it, as i was busy reading it, the guy washing hand was looking at me. I wonder why, terlalu shok kut aku.

Day 2 and there are already so much 'adventure'. Well...i guess being optimistic is much better than condemning myself being a sa kai. But hey its a new experience ! XD

Review : Proposal Daikakusen

• Name : Proposal Daisakusen
• English Name : Operation Love ( or ProDai in short)
• Genre : Comedy and Romance (more to romance)
• Episodes : 11 and 1 Special Episode
• Actors : Yamahisa Tomohisa and Masami Nagasawa

This is my first J-drama that I ever watched and the drama that got me hooked on J-dramas. If it were not for this show, I wouldn't even be watching j-dramas now or even review them. I must say, this is a very good show. It starts off slow and boring, but after episode 1, the story keeps getting good and good. I finished the whole drama in one day and I really missed it after that. I watch this drama again sometimes when I am free, and it's just a very nice drama. It also has a special episode.

Discipline Teacher confiscate and drank his coffee milk. lol. cute

What It's About

It's about a pitiful guy called Ken Iwase who has a crush on a girl Yoshida Rei ( whom also feels the same for Ken). Throughout their time together, Ken never really appreciated Rei and confess his feelings for Rei. This goes on a few years, and one day Rei finally decides to ditch Ken and get married with another guy. Feel with regret and remorse Ken wishes to undo the mistakes he has done. A fairy appeared and granted Ken's wishes and let him travel back in time to undo his mistakes and change the future.

It has a special episode which is mainly about Eri and Tsuru. It also talk about Rei and Ken finally accepting each other after the awkward incident at the last episode.

Personal Thoughts

Ken is really an idiot. He couldn't even confess even after given a 2nd chance...and when all seems to be going really bad, he somehow makes it in time to correct the problems. Sadly, even after 10 episodes, he could never say or do something that could majorly change his future with Rei. Most of the time, the thing that changes are just Rei's complexion on the photo ( he time travels with the photo slideshow that was shown during Rei's wedding ). Like from sad to happy or crying to smiling. But despite his flaws, he is a very lovable character. Not because he is cute or because yamapi is good in his acting. But because he tries his best in all the episodes. Though he accomplishes little and even failed in some of the episodes, he gave it his best shot, and for that he earns my respect.

Photo of Rei and her fiancee. Guess who was looking while those 2 were enjoying themselves. :P

Ken Iwase.

To be honest it's not an easy task , imagine being dump by your girlfriend and then time travel back and end up having her dump you again. Imagine that you are trying to stop the another guy from proposing to your lover, but despite the best you could do the guy proposed to her IN FRONT OF YOU AGAIN. There were a few times where he nearly gave up in his mission but in the end he didn't.

He also has tendecy of being just in time or last minute in everything he do. Near the end of the drama, he know he was running out of time and he was failing his missions one after another. He even repeated all his mistakes and went through everything he tried to prevent from happening. Desperate. He muster his bawlz (finally) and said the 3 words, but, it was too late. The girl rejected him, walked off and left him crying. :( That episode really moved me. I found him really pathethic but at the same time I really felt for him.

Missing subtitles. But he said "I still love Rei".

As for the girl, well she is good too. The actor acted really well. One look at her during the last episode and you know Rei was having lots of emotional turmoil in her. Rei habour feelings for Ken too for a very long time. Rei is also quite a stubborn girl. In the end, instead of blaming the main char for not being doing his best, she figures that she was also wrong too. She knows Ken is shy and is really dumb when it comes to stuff dealing with emotions. Despite everything the main char does for her, she still doesn't consider it a 'confesssion'. I mean, come on, a kiss and being asked out for a date. Isn't that already quite obvious he likes you ?

At the end of the episode, she realizes that it wasn't Ken fault that at all, but hers ( this was only true at the end of the drama, after all the time travel) , as she was the one who gave up Ken. Ken never gave up on her. Even a day before her wedding, Ken was still trying to make her his. Despite all he has done, she still rejects him. Up until now, the story gave us the impression it was Ken's fault that it turned out this way but now the table is turned.

Rei, after coming across the wedding ring Ken bought for her.

This show also talks a bit on friendship. It's fun to see how Eri, Ken, Rei, Mikio and Tsuru spends their time together. Their conversation and the friendship is funny and yet nolstalgic. Reminds people of their school days. It's really to see that they stay together from childhood till adulthood. Though I think their friendship is kinda far from reality. Most friends doesn't stay together forever. They get a girl friend, a job and finally a family. Each live their own lifes. Growing apart is just a matter of time. Soon you will so many stuffs to think about that you won't be thinking of your friends anymore. In a sense that I do envy the friendship those 5 share.

Conclusion

This is a really good show. Don't let other people tell you otherwise. The first few episodes might be boring, but it gets really good after that. It's a 20 out of 10 rating for me. It's that good. It's isn't all soppy ( incase you get the idea it is from my screenshots :P) , it has comedy in it. It's a funny show but it's the romance and Ken's determination that really makes the show worth watching. I can't remember how many times I strangle my LCD monitor, shaking it up and down, and screaming "OMG JUST SAY IT KEN ! JUST SAY IT !!! SAY IT!!!" on top of my lungs when I see how indecisive Ken can be. But as i said earlier this show is really good and the best episode, is the last episode. The screencaps for special episode is below. CONTAIN SPOILERS. so you can skip it if you are afraid of spoilers. ;)

Random Talk

Been doing reviews this few days. Honestly, :D it's fun but at the same time, its tough. You think its easy !? Wait till you start reviewing a film you like. You will be like sitting there..."HMMMM.....now where do I start? What words should I use. How should I describe the show..."

ITS EXACTLY LIKE YOUR BAHASA MELAYU AND INGGERIS ( whatever english btw) BAHAGIAN C ESSAY ! where they call you to huraikan ciri-ciri watak utama, later tempat atau nilai-nilai moral.

Here is my want to review list

1 ) Proposal Daikakusen (drama)

2 ) Eden of The East (anime)

Now that aside, I've been watching a few dramas with Yamashita in it (yamapi). I must admit that he has good acting skills. My sister, Julian likes yamapi too. She was like "DONT TOUCH MY YAMAPI !!!!! DONT TAINT MY IMAGE OF HIM!!!!" when I told her he got do boy boy pairing stuffs (fan service). But after a while she goes "Erm...what did he do in that boy boy pairing anyway ?" LOLOL !! What who is Yamashita you ask ? Here is his photo. It's the only one I like, others are too 'cool' or too ' 3 cup' ( say 3 in cantonese and cup in english ) for my liking.

Was having a chat with a japanese friend who lives in Ehime, Japan. His name is Tatsunori *something something* forgot lol. But i call him Tatsu anyway lol. He kinda very 'semangat' in his chat most the time. You can see it through his CAPS and !!!!!

Me : Hey you watched Code Blue ?

Tatsu : YES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me : You know, I kinda like yamapi. He is very good actor.

Tatsu : Yeah !!! tbh i like him too !

Me : I want to meet him and get his autograph ! :X man if he is only my friend i will be so freaking famous XDDD Taking pictures with him, aww how cool ! XDD

Tatsu : lol

Me : have you seen him in japan before ?

Tatsu : lol

Me : have u seen him before? Maybe u can go take his signature and send it to me via post.

Tatsu : lol

Me : so...have u seen him around before ?

Tatsu : lol

Me : ....WTH are u LOL-ing about !?

Seriously, he lol-ed all the way. I wonder why, maybe because i 'fat hou' a little back there. Anyway, i am quite surprise that their handphone uses email instead of numbers ( or am i wrong ? ). I cant use msn to directly message his phone cause the feature is not enabled yet. so everytime i wan to tell him something, I have to open yahoo mail to sms him. =.= Vodafone....anybody heard of it ? =s

To end this post here is some random pictures i found @.@ Freaking epic if u ask me.