I never thought that life can be so gray. When good and bad doesn't really seems to fall into places they are meant too. Sometimes it's easy to say "It's bad !! Very bad ! It's sick !" but sometimes it's just hard to judge...and who are we to judge ?
Is there such a thing called gay love or str8 love ? Gay friend say "Love is just love. There is no such thing gay or str8 love. It's just that you str8s label it that way." They say, "If God forbid gays then why do he let me feel this way?". But my thoughts are, if a guy is born penniless, would he improve, look for job so he can have a better living or stay in his current situation ?
Everybody deserves and want to be loved...but to what extent ? I chat with a gay online once, and I found out, that they are just very human like us. It's so hard to reply. Do we tell them frankly that homo is wrong and reject them ? or give a weak smile ? it's easier to say "hate the practice but accept the person as who he is" but when you try to act on it, it's hard. It really feels so horrid that it makes you speechless when hear a friend say "I am still young now and I want to find a partner asap...because I am afraid when I am old no one will want me any more." What should I say ? >.< "Gambatteeh !! ^^" ? Well that feels wrong lolz. When you try to reach them with Christianity, they instantly build a great wall of China in front of you, thinking that like everybody else, God will reject them too.
Then i was reading some random blog. He has some homo problems he is currently dealing and struggling with. He wrote in a post that he has a str8 best friend he adores. They share things and they threat each other like brother. Through the friendship he says he learn that love doesn't necessarily involve intercourse. After all, love is love. And I think I know what he meant. I had something similar. I have a very good friend that I used to hang out with all the time back then. He being the only male I could share and relate to, i used to stick with him where ever he goes. You could say it WAS a bromance (a term when 2 male friends are unusually close and spends lots of time together. and NO i am not gay, I don't swing that way for heaven sake =.= ). lol.
There are so many gray areas in life, I don't know the answers to it, but this I know...I believe if I follow His commandments he will reveal the answer to me one day. That is faith. Lately, I have seen a lot of things. Come to see that they will always be surprise waiting around the corner just when you think that you've seen it all...especially the internet. =.= While these experiences leaves me wondering sometimes, I am grateful at the same time because I have learn and seen something new.
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