An Aching Heart

I am going through those moody periods again...Xing Ju calls it PMS without blood and other calls it emo. Where have all my friends gone to ? I tend to worry a lot. Thinking of the future and what not...trying to be in control of everything so that everything will happen as planned...and when thinks fails miserably i get very upset and insecure...sigh. And when that happens and friends not around, i sing Que Sera Sera to comfort myself. LOL here is the lyrics XD. Very old song i know LOL ! but i like Vonda Shepard's version.

Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother what will I be
Will I be pretty
Will I be rich
Here's what she said to me

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I was just a child in school
I asked my teacher what should I try
Should I paint pictures
Should I sing songs
This was her wise reply

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

When I grew up and fell in love
I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead
Will there be rainbows day after day
Here's what my sweetheart said

Que sera sera
Whatever will be will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera sera

What will be, will be
Que sera sera...