Hehe...a little sad now. So thought of blogging to release the frustration. First thing first, i just go to know a friend of mine dropped out of college. He is working part time at the car shop now. Known him since primary. Wonder what went wrong...he always love art. When he entered One U i was very certain he will succeed in his studies. After going to KL he got himself a girlfriend. I used to nag him once in a while, but ever since he has a GF I thought he finally had someone to look after him so I start to 'ignore' him a bit. Talk to him once in a while and he was always say he is doing fine...besides the common 'assignment piling up and exams' complaints. So what went wrong ? Sigh...it is kinda sad to see a friend you know for LONG time to suddenly you know...stopped studying and work part time...
Secondly, I am little bit worried...after my final sem next year...I will go KL. With my diploma, I will be joining APIIT students at the 2nd year of their studies...I might start to sound like a wuss now, but, I am worried whether I am able to mix in there. And my house...where and who am I gonna stay...? I am the only student from KTAR from my group who is going to APIIT(checked)...When I asked them about APIIT they give the usual response "WHAT ARMPIT !? You mean you are going to college which specializes in armpits ?" I am glad Wai Hong and Jia found a group to stay with and go KL with ( basically whole happy family )...but I am not that lucky...I guess...
I thought i heard Eric say he will stay with me but now he found friends to stay with...so he is staying with them next month. I must have heard it wrongly...It wasn't that bad at first cause i thought he will stay with me...at least i have someone to look for when I am in trouble or anything...I don't want cause him trouble either...since I am in Bukit Jalil and he is studies in HELP...how will he attend meetings and how will he meet up with his GF ? I know some people are gonna say " SEE ! I told you de lar ! Not to be so 'tin chan' (trusting)...He will stay with you mer. Soh zai lar you." and i would probably reply with "erm...guess so...yalor. Haha..." when they see this. Of course...I don't wanna quote big bro too...so it is ok...since it might really be ME jumping into conclusions and misunderstanding since i do so most of the time. So it is alright...I guess...=) My sisters did call me to stay with my cousins (not really close...maybe close to my sisters but not to me) at Bukit OUG while I look for a place to stay...sigh...it already sound so troublesome now...lol. Am I going to be a freeloader again ? sigh...I really don't know.
I most probably be doing part time degree too...both my sister does part time too...so I most probably will do it too...it sucks...to do part time when you are studying...no time for myself and I knows how it felt like. I don't really want part time degree...but i don't think i have a choice...I don't mind working, but...not the type where i am 'fixed' to work all the time when i have no classes...I want to work at my own volition...not too mention I have to study for a longer period.
I am trying to compare myself who is in a much more worst case scenario than me...to make myself feel better XD I guess i should start to get more independent. Sis did told me to spend so much money...well I am trying. "You will be a semi-adult when you get to KL...so don't be expect to be spoonfed." Yeah I know...I am trying. Geez...you think I feel good for being like a comatose patient? I don't feel good too now to take money from my family members. Yeah mum told me not to be shy to ask her for money when i am broke...but yeah i couldn't ask her. =p Don't even feel like visiting my sisters anymore...feel like a freeloader everytime I do so. And when I tries to help I screw up things. Don't even want to go anymore...yeah very emo now...since I pissed of big bro a big time when i emo to him and end up quarreling...so I guess it will be safe if I blog it here ( he never reads my blog anyway =p LOL). It really sucks when it feels like nobody cares and understand you...GEE I think I am having the so called 'Teenage Angst' now...and I blame it on all time KH2 emo boy Roxas for it. LOL.
So lets sign off with verse..."Don't worry about tomorrow for tomorrow will worry about itself."...though it is very obvious that I am not applying what the verse is saying. =p
My Most Emo Post
Be careful on road
Yeah...they fell down. Life sucks sometimes.
See how dangerous it is while you are crossing the road ? This is just a random update...nothing much. But anyway, i just got back from Klang...Setia Alam to be specific. Damn sien. But I did get some nice shows...Proposal Daikusen and Rebuild of Evangelion =) On my way to get Zettai Kareshi ( Absolute Boyfriend =D). That is all for now ! More updates later.
